I just want to share my thoughts.

My husband left me. He went to another woman and didn't demand anything from me. He just left me a note and completed Alaska divorce forms. I'm broken and don't know what to do. I knew for a long time that he had another, and I thought that it my fault, so I tried to somehow change, make him comfortable at home, learned to cook, but he still went to her... I don't know what to me make. It is as if I have no strength for anything. Please, I need advice. I have no friends and people who could support me. I really need what's on your mind. Please!