Save husband or run away

I never thought that I would have to write on the forums about my problems, but I have no way out. I can't tell my family this and I'm not sure if it's time to turn to specialists, except perhaps a Utah divorce online . I noticed that my husband has mental disorders, he does not control his anger and sadness. He sometimes talks to himself. I understand that everyone has trouble and maybe it's just stress, but I'm scared...